It is No Finally!

24th Nov - Seriously jo Meri life ki villain ne kiya h jo ki Ms M T ap ho uske baad apko maaf to kabhi ni kr skta bt for now baksh diya apko,  agar apne mere aage hath jodke mafi mangi hoti to may be na baksha hota bt apke baap ne mangi so koi bda hath jodke mafi mange to acha ni lgta so baksh diya..

hmare relation me bhot cases possible the

best best case : kundli match krti , parents man jate sb awesome hota. ap fr luckiest gal of earth hoti jisko m itna pyar deta jiske baad lyf me apki koi demands ni hoti , plus mere parents se pyar vo bhi sure apke parents k pyar se jada hota jo apko jada lgta. sari duniya ki khushiya lake deta

best case : koi na kundli na milti , parents man jate to bhi sb vaisa rehta

best case for u ( jo ap kr skte the nd ho bhi skta tha bt ise hi apne worst me bna diya ) - kunldi na milti , parents bhi na mante bt ap stand lete atleast try krte ki sb normal ho jaye to bhi koi issue ni tha. usme do outcome hote

a) agar ap parents ko mna lete to fr to sochlo aisa hota ki apne mjhe kharid liya and m puri lyf apke ehsaan tale dba rehta ki apne mere liye itna kiya and utna hi multiples me pyar or sb milta

b) agar parents na mante to bhi koi issue ni tha. atleast mjhe ye satisfaction thi ki agar maine apke liye apni shadi todi to atleast apne mere liye stand liya and hm fr ache frnd rehte atleast dushman ni hote kbhi . nd m puri lyf atleast apko one sided love krta jo abh bhi krta but seriously try kr rha jaldi khatam ho jaye

WORST CASE : Jo apne jaan ke bnaya.. koi stand ni plus sari harkate mere against. ab puri lyf ap pachtaoge bcoz jo pyar milna chahiye tha apko vo to kabhi ni milna. Plus roge puri lyf ye bhi m sure bcoz tit for tat. mere sath aisa krke gye to rabb ji ne apke sath bhi multiple me bura to sure krna hi kch to kr hi diya jab apke papa ne mere aage hath jodke maafi mangli beshaq apko fark na pde is se but mjhe acha ni lga ki itna bda insaan apni beti ke karan jhukh rha. . . Yaar insaan na ap bure the na m hu. but koi insaan ap jaise hote jo paise ki bhukh or ghamand k karan kisi mere jaise idiot ke sath bura krte and fr hm jaise idiot atleast bura sochte krne ka to dil manta ni bcoz dil se pyar kiya hota apki taraf dialogue baji me bolne vala nahi sirf. .

Yaar time paas hi krna tha to vaise hi krlete. sala rishta tudvake mera apne sbse bdi galti ki life ki apne and maine ki todke. seriously i hate u for this


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New End : Can write in English but vo vali feel ni aaegi so here writing this on my mother tongue Hindi

Roj vo mere aage se jati and m usko dekhta but kuch bolta ni..bcoz jo usne kiya vo to bde se bda dushman bhi na kre. Jis insaan se jitna jada pyar kro vo insaan agar aisa krde to duniya me nafrat bhi us se sbse jada hoti..pyar kabhi khatam ni hota vo h nd hmesha rehna and m chahta tha vo bhi mujse bhot jada pyar kre, but chal jada vala pyar to ni but duniya me sbse jada nafrat sure krti h.

Will tel complete story soon

For now aj date 22 Nov 15 ko uske Baap ne hath jodke mafi mangli.. and i think ye bhot h..and uske jo usne kiya uske aage ye ek choti si sja uske liye. ab mjhe kch ni sochna na kch bolna baki uske karm ki time sja dega usko..


So here is the end of My Story . Will tell you beginning any other day..  ( 16th November )

It was painful to admit that loving someone and being in love with someone are two different things. We were going to be engaged in a couple of weeks, but things changed overnight. I had a general conception that when the relationship is going on smoothly both (men and women) tend to love each other. But when there comes the testing situation, girls generally make more practical decisions (taking care of there future). Boys; however, sometimes being more emotional in decision making follow heart. That's why now a days we are in an age where we dare to say "I love you" but when the real scenario comes we withdraw from our decision, thinking of future and safer side. Here "She" had to do so.

We were together for more than a year; we had shared our dreams together. I never thought this was coming. She ditched me for my happiness, lol. She didn't know marrying her was my happiness. I was very happy and had informed my relatives and my friends. I was getting prepared for it for a month. I didn't know it would be a “NO” again. Yes “NO”,

I was fool to understand that she never wanted to marry. It was me who actually forced her in the name of love, which was never there from her side. So, it will be wrong if I say she ditched me. Perhaps, it was a good decision for her.I thought certainly we were in love. Sad, I was wrong.

I got to know that she loved herself more than she loved me (As she said, she loved me). I couldn't give her what she really wanted, and she moved on; perhaps to find another one. I guess it was right

Few days back, it was all good, we were so connected, and everything was fine. What happened later I don’t know; I guess it was harder and harder for her to connect with me. Things went weary and cynical. On the other hand, I was a fool who kept thinking that it was a phase, or a hiccup.

She gave me many unfortunate importance of the issues like uncertain or probable fights after marriage,  I feel no matter how open-minded she was, she could have discussed it before entering a serious relationship. When she knew that there would be a gorge before the finish line of a race, why she had to run that race? Anyways, it was I who continuously forced her to marry me. So, I guess it was never her fault. She said it was good telling "NO" now rather after engagement or marriage.

I was in shock to hear that she is scared of me, yes me!! And I was the one who used to think she loves me. She made me realize that love is not enough to get married.

Even I gave up finally and I am ashamed the way it ended but the hardest part is that you feel so many different levels of pain and you don’t know which one to process first. The hardest part is convincing yourself that you need to break up with someone you love in the first place

After fewdays her brother asked me not to disturb her and her parents. I was in shock. He was very calm and cool as it was all normal; as if nothing had happened. He was selfishly and shamelessly talking how it was a good decision.

Now, I feel like a criminal, I could have stopped her. I feel a deep loneliness. I lost the one whom I used to text “good morning” and “good night” every single day. I keep being reminded by every small things related to her directly or indirectly. These things may be a song, photos, words said by her and many more. I keep getting an intense urge to call her and talk or to text her. It’s like reliving the break-up over and over again. But I don’t want to hear another “NO”. I don’t have courage to bear rejections by her any more. She proved me bad, I am freak, I get angry very soon, I abuse and I am full of shit.

Love Does Not Happen Twice—The Love Story of Two IITians

Today, I wish to share with you an experience of my life which I can bet will change your views about life as it changed mine. It is an incident of our IIT days when one of my roommates fell in love with the most glamorous and dazzling girl of our batch. I was not really against their relationship but the only doubt I had was that they were quite opposite personalities. My friend was an introvert, shy person whereas the girl was very jovial and extrovert. Also may be because of her light-hearted nature I felt that she was not very serious about their relationship. But the fact that mattered was that they seemed to be quite compatible. Then I got placed in the USA and took my family along. My friend got a placement in India. Though for some years we kept in touch but as time passed by, we got more and more buried in our chores and our interaction was reduced to almost nil. After a long span of 9 years I got the opportunity of making a business trip to India. I could not dare to miss the golden opportunity of catching up with my friends. I contacted many of them through phone or by FB. I tried to reach out to my roommate too but did not get any response from his end. When I met my friends I got the sad news of his death in the Delhi blast at Karol Bagh around 5 years back. I felt shattered but the fact that bothered me all the more was that I knew he was the only child of his parents.

I searched for his address and went to meet them. The environment was very congenial and calm. Two old men and two old women were having some decent talk along with their evening snacks. I introduced myself and they welcomed me with a lot of love. Then I was served tea and they asked me to join them. Seeing their happy faces I did not have the courage to ask them how their lives had been over the past few years. I rather preferred to remain quiet and was almost about to leave when the gates opened and my roommate’s girlfriend entered. I murmured and thought that finally they both had married. She was obviously not expecting me and so was surprised. She welcomed me asked me to stay for dinner. After her repeated requests I agreed and in fact I too wanted to talk to her. It took a lot of courage to ask her how her life was going. She gave a quiet smile. Then there was silence. I did not know what to speak and whether it would be appropriate to say anything. After a few moments she broke the silence,” we were happy, very happy together and were about to get married when it all happened. I was devastated but then i looked at these 4 people (his and her parents) and decided that I would have to move on. I bought a new place, brought in all four together and are now living happily.”

she said. When i do something for them I know Shubhu smiles and it’s his happiness that I always want. I asked her how she was managing to which she replied love is not only about his physical presence in my life, it is about celebrating togetherness and that we do each day with our parents and I know somewhere he is also around here watching our every move, keeping us protected.  Then she added, wish I had his child. I was numb for few minutes. It was now that I realized the strength of their love. In fact, I started feeling really bad for my friend that how lucky he was to have found this girl who is selflessly busy playing her role in their relation without the society bound order of marriage etc. I felt like saluting the girl’s immense strength and pure love that their relation stands on. I got to spend some time in my friend’s room. I saw a diary lying on the table and I could not stop myself from opening that diary. It was my friend’s diary of college days. At the last page I saw a piece which really broke me:

“Duayen yun khud se kar li hai maine,
Mohabbat hi ibadat kar li hai maine,

Unhe hi sochti raheti hoon sab bhar,
Mahek unki dilon me bhar li hai maine,

Har ek chehre me unko dekhti hoon,
Yun duniya se mohabbat kar li hai maine,

Nahi hai apne dil pe akhtiyaar unka,
Tha dil unka hukumat kar li hai maine,

Basa hai ankhon me ye noor khwabon ka,
Zindagi khwab si hi kar li hai maine”

These were the lines written by this girl. I really felt sorry for this girl. How foolish of me to have doubted on such a pure and effortless relation! She said she had enough memories to last for a lifetime. As quoted by her, “log aksar humse humari khushmijaji ka karan pucha karte hai to hum bhi palat kar kahte hai, huzoor apki zindagi mein yaadein hai par humari to har ek yaad hi zindagi hai”.

Hats off to the girl and I really felt like bowing in front of her. She has set an example of eternal love.

Life is beautiful and it is just your perception that can take it to another level!

My Life Story - Will tell u in parts.

Today Update 16th Nov

Voice Call - I tried to call ..- Result Block on 15th Oct )
Watsapp - I tried to Message - Result Block on 15th Oct )
Facebook - I Did nothing. No message no Req ( Nothing at all ) - Result Block ( 15th Nov )

Nd Seriously why won't she kill me if she has so much problem with me for no reason.  ( may b because murder is crime )

Bollywood famous

I guess everyone knows Sanjeev kumar aka Hari Bhai,” Doctor Kumar” and Guru Dutt, “a man ahead of his time”…And I will tell their popularity is even more increasing in recent years tremendously… 

Life doesn’t give what you want….. Guru Dutt had a plagued marriage/Love life and Sanjeev Kumar was turned down by the lady he loved so much….. Guru Dutt was unlucky as there was no one to support him… ..not even Waheeda Rahman…. Sanjeev Kumar might have been luckier. There was someone who loved him… Sulakshna Pandit….. But he turned her down. He didn’t give his life an opportunity…. Ironically for an actor who played many elderly roles, he did not live to the age of 50….

 They always say… “marry someone who loves you… not the one whom you love…” but sometimes you don’t hear what you yourself say to the world…

Guru Dutt was a successful director… producer and actor, and was married to singer Geeta Roy…. Things were fine till he met Waheeda Rehman….. as she never loved him.. ….. The mounting closeness between the two led to problems in his marital life…..He said.. "Life mein, yaar, kya hai? Do hi toh cheezen hain…. kamyaabi aur failure….. "Dekho na, mujhe director banna tha, director ban gaya; actor bana tha, actor ban gaya; picture achche banane thay, achche banay. Paisa hai, sab kuch hai, par kuch bhi nahi raha…… 

Guru Dutt was the man who knew that success was just a bunch of paper flowers and turned his back at the circus of fame with an insolent,…Yeh Duniya Agar Mil Bhi Jaaye Toh Kya Hai could not apparently bear the absence of validation, personal and professional..

His movie like Pyaasa was rated as one of the best 100 films of all time by Time Magazine. In the 2002 Sight & Sound critics' and directors' poll, two of his films, Pyaasa and Kaagaz Ke Phool, were among the top 160 greatest films of all time. The same 2002 Sight & Sound poll ranked Dutt at #73 in its list of all-time greatest directors, thus making him the eighth highest-ranking Asian filmmaker in the poll…

Guru Dutt had achieved everything he ever wanted and yet, he felt empty..as if he had nothing. There was a sense of loss that perhaps these lines by poet and lyricist Kaifi Azmi summed up..‘Dekhi zamane ki yaari..bichde sabhi baari baari…kya leke mile ab duniya se..ansoo ke siva kuch paas nahi..ya phool hi phool the daman mein ya kanton kii bhi aas nahin…’ Guru Dutt attempted suicide thrice and he was luckier for the third time….

Hmmm….Can you imagine Shah Rukh Khan or Hrithik Roshan or any one other arriving at the shoot in a kurta-pyjama, but Sanjeev Kumar used to come…. He was a simple man who cared less about the awareness of other people….. Many argued that he was famous as 'late latif Hari Bhai'… because of his habit of coming late on the sets. However, his one take performance used to reimburse for all… Sanjeev had a very distinct style of working. He never gave a retake, until he wanted to.

It is amazing how he could skilfully move from a flirtatious husband in Pati Patni Aur Woh to the tearful lover in Anamika. When it comes to comedy, one can only think of Sanjeev Kumar. No other actor could excel at comedy like him. He was so hilarious in Angoor.

He was given the coveted National Award for his brilliant performance in Dastak and Koshish. From the stage to an actor in the crowd, to stunt films, to National Awards for acting is a long way up the ladder which Sanjeev Kumar managed. He was an actor to grab every opportunity and to give it his best.

Sanjeev kumar led a Bachelor life and died of heart attack….but the reason behind his decision of being bachelor for the whole is still mystery. It isn’t that he did find a match for himself. His name was associated with Hema Malini and he too was in deep love with her, it’s being believed that he loved her so deeply that he was not able to love anyone else. Sanjeev Kumar even proposed Hema Mailini but she refused his proposal and got married to Dharmendra. This was a major setback for him. After his break up with Sulakshana Pandit he decided to lead a bachelor life. No, one in the industry knew what he was going through… 

Sanjeev Kumar he was really a man of substance and lived for others for his whole life. Making one of his songs really true Apne liye jiyen to kya jiye tu jee ae dil zamaane ke liye

One more Breakup story..

They met somewhere in a marriage party while they both were in schools.They fell in love after a few months.Girl wanted to become a doctor and boy a successful businessman.But the girl insisted him on cracking a good engineering college stating the reason that their family will not agree on the relation as she was going to be a doctor,anyhow the guy agreed for the sake of his beautiful so called asset.Both were madly in love with each other for nearly 2 years while they were still in their midway of preparation.Within short span of time girl qualified for MBBS in a reputed medical college whereas guy was still mugging to get into an good engineering college.He failed for the first 2 attempts,girl convinced him to try harder,he fucks his sleep and works like an ant to qualify for the best engineering college in India.Still he fails the next year.Now he was from a middle class family and comes to know that his father is running short of money for his tutions.
He decided to quit his coaching and join a course on mass communication or journalism which was his passion since childhood.
Now 

Girl :- R u crazy ! You want to be a fucking news reader or reporter or an ad sales asst ,seriously !

Boy :- Darling you know how much I have been working to get in to engineering since last three years,my father is a office assistant and he cant afford my tution fees any longer.

Girl :- Ok ok..! So why dont you simply prepare for a bank kind of job so that I can at least convice my family and friends that I am marrying a Banker.

Boy :- I dont fucking understand ,do you love me or my job ?

Girl :- Dont ask me silly questions, you very well know that I am very conscious about my social image.

Boy :- You mean to say being with me hampers your image ? Is that ?

Girl :- I am not saying,You are saying.

Boy :- I want you sweetheart , engineering was never my cup of tea,for your sake I have tried but I failed,how many more fucking years do I keep myself glued to books for no reason ?

Girl :- I dont want to listen a word ...if you want me then either you opt for a Bank kinda job or engineering,why on earth being a doctor I would marry a news reader. 

Boy :- Why do you think I will only take up a job like you are saying,its my dream.

Girl :- I dont think its going to work out any more,you better take up your dream and my dreams will be fullfilled by someone else better than you.Just get lost.

Boy :- So you want to break up ..huh..?

Girl :- I dont want, I already have.You loser..! 

After 8 years of this Incident ( At a shopping center)

Friend 1 :- Hey man ! How are you doing ,long time since we met.

Friend 2 :- This crazy s*n of a b*tch has shown his face after 4 years of passing out from IIT,where the hell were you.

Guy :- Had gone to Germany for an assingnment.Just been to India few days back,tell me whats up ?

Friend 1 :- Hey howz you Ex-GF, heard that she has filed for a divorce from her husband.

Guy :- Jesus ! But she had married a millonare businessman isnt it just 3 years back...

Friend 2 :- Yah...yah..! he just got bankrupt .

True Love Story that also end

Before I begin my story. I assure you it is 100% true. I write this story to share my experience in life and with love. I learned that if you do something behind your family's back you just end up hurting yourself..

When we first met I was 15, he was 17. It all started online. I know you might be thinking...tragic love story...online?
I randomly started chatting with him because I was extremely bored and he himself was also very bored. For about a week we would chat for hours and hours. I found myself laughing in front of the computer screen at the stories he told me. The heart that seemed like it never lived seemed to suddenly start beating. I liked him. Living in a house with older brothers and sisters who were busy with their husbands, wives and jobs I always felt alone, like I wanted to talk to someone. My parents were constantly caught up in family feuds and I was always left behind. In my room, with nothing?my friends were around but I couldn't tell them EVERYTHING, I mean I was new to the school and didn't instantly fit it. Anyways I talked to this guy for a week, one weekend I found myself busy and unable to come online. I missed him; I really wanted to talk to him. I didn't know what was going on with me. I mean....I met him ONLINE...he might not even be a guy or he might be some random pervert who hits on girls. But I felt that he was something I always wanted. Weird? Yes?very.
After the weekend ended I went online and received many offline messages. He told me he wanted to talk to me, that he missed me and gave me his number. I gathered the courage to grab my phone and dial the numbers I saw in front of me.
Hearing his voice, it was perfect, not too squeaky not to deep, it had a softness to it that felt like I was being hugged or sung to sleep. He was perfect.
We talked for hours and hours every single night. Laughing at every single story one another said. Things were going great. One day we met up. In the crowd of the people I saw, I don't know how but I spotted him instantly. He had a buff body, a beautiful face a perfect beard and bronze complexion. He. Was. Perfect.
I couldn't believe my eyes. Someone so perfect. Online?
I mean that doesn't really happen....
It was like I knew him for ever. We played in the snow like children and time flew by so quickly that I felt I stayed with him 10 minutes, not a whole day.
The following week I was to travel abroad for 4 days and I was so depressed at the whole idea. Of leaving him?I wanted more of him, he wanted more of me. But I had to go...
For 4 days I wasn't able to have any contact with him what so ever and I missed him dearly.
After what felt like the longest 4 days of my life I finally came back. From the airport I directly went to see him. Being in a family who strictly believed in love after marriage (arranged marriages) what I was doing was life threatening. But I still did, I would lie to my parents to see him, every morning in my spring holidays he would pick me up and we would go to the beach or the ice cream parlor or any place. Just as long as I was with him. At night he would stay on the phone with me until I fell asleep and he would also fall asleep on the sound of me breathing...on school nights when it got too late we would hang up a bit earlier but start texting for the next hour. When we had final exams he would stay on the phone with me hearing me study, flipping through pages, taking notes and talking to myself. It was love, I knew it, and he knew it. I felt that no couple on earth could be as perfect and as in love as we were. Things got very serious and we went to the hotel...once...twice...three times...the most beautiful hours of my life. Me and him.
Until that one day..
That one day that ruined it all...
We hadn't seen each other in weeks because of school and other issues that kept on coming up.
He constantly texted, begging to see me, if only for 5 minutes. I was trying so hard to convince my parents to let me go out but they didn't seem to want to cooperate with me on that day. Giving up, I collapsed onto my bed and fell asleep...
Oh how I regret that small nap I took...
I woke up remembering that my love was waiting for me to let him know if I could see him or not and I jumped out of bed looking everywhere for my phone. I couldn't find it....
It was with them....They found it...they read everything....they knew everything.
My brothers came into my room and slammed the door behind them. Their eyes red and furious. They kept on asking me questions...who is he? When did you meet him? How far have you gone? But I didn't want to say anything...I didn't want them to hurt him...
They threatened to whip me if I didn't speak up, but I didn't care. I told them nothing.
One of my brothers left the room and went downstairs while the others continued interrogating me...
When he showed up he was holding a whip. A thin brown whip.
He whipped me so much that I felt that the tears I was crying were tears of blood...but I didn't speak up...I told them...Nothing.
My mother came into the room begging my brother to stop. Thankfully...he did...
Seeing that there was no point in asking me questions they left my room and locked it from the outside with a key.
I couldn't believe what happened...My head kept on spinning...I was crying tears that burnt my skin...I felt my heart aching. But no regret... no...
Not for a single moment did I ever regret loving him.
I just regretted that I wasn't more careful

The whole household seemed shocked...shocked that their little girl could do something like that...my mother couldn't believe anything.
She kept on telling me. How could you? Betray your own family? We trusted you...
How could I? Why did I?
Because I loved him... He made me happy ... he was mine ... he was my perfect prince...
I was not allowed to leave my room fore my own safety. Though angry at me, mother knew if my brothers saw me they would whip me to death. Staying away...in my room was the better option... My brothers told my mother that I was to stay at home. If I was to go anywhere it would be school, and school only, until it was time for me to get married to some random guy they would set me up with. I was living like a prisoner in my own house.
I didn't care what they wanted to do to me or what other intentions they had... I wanted to see him...I had to see him
I needed him... so badly....

For about a week I stayed in my room
Crying myself to sleep every night I felt like I was going crazy. I was smelling him ...seeing him ...hearing his voice...
I refused to eat anything and all I did was either scream or cry...
My brothers got annoyed at my screaming and threatened to whip me more if they heard another sound from my room.
Until one day I jut couldn't
I count take it anymore
I put on a hoodie; baggy pants, snuck out from my window and ran away.
It was 5AM and I had no were to go...I didnt want to call him because I knew if my brothers were going to look for me they?d first check if I went to him
I found a random bench and just sat there...extremely frightened at every stranger that passed by...I was 16 ... but I felt like I was 4 again...trembling like a child who had just lost her mother?
I had no money...no water. I was dying for a droplet of anything...looking on the ground for any change...I found nothing.
Then my monthly visitor came...I was bleeding... I needed to wash up I needed to change. I was in pain. I felt disgusting and I knew I couldnt call anyone.
With my own two legs I went back to the prison I was in.

I slowly crept back into my room, trying not to attract any attention and making no noise. As I turned around to close my window?I saw him?In the black land cruiser?He was there? Oh how I wanted to jump back out and run into his arms. Just as I opened the window again to step back out he signaled to me to stay and blew me a kiss and quickly drove of. Why? Why did her go?No?come back?My tears were streaming down my face as I saw his car drive off. But I don?t blame him?my brother had just left the house and would have noticed him.
For the rest of the day I stayed in my room, crumbled under my blanket...crying... I was holding a watch he had given me ... feeling the leather... smelling it... it smelt like him...Aaaahh I was going crazy. When night came... my brother came into the room...he told me I was to go to school the next day and promised to rearrange my face if I did anything sneaky after or before school.

I was so excited...and I couldn't care less about my brothers threats I could call him from the school phone! I could hear that voice that I missed so much...

And so I did...The minute he said hello...my eyes filled with tears...my heart sunk...We couldn't talk much but he just wanted to make sure I was okay and promised to drop something off at school before the end of the day. Before my last class the school admin gave me bag...he had dropped it off just like he promised?He gave me a phone...

I kept it hidden in my bra at home and at night I talked to him...told him how much I missed him. He told me that he was going crazy...my phone was switched off and he was worried that maybe I got mad at him?but he knew that wasn't me, I wouldn't just disappear.. I couldn't?
Things were getting better...so much better...Being locked up in a room with nothing to do but talk to him was more then enough.
To my luck my brothers and my parents had to go to France because my uncle was very sick. My room was unlocked but they got a housemaid to watch every move I made and make sure I don't go anywhere...gosh...she must of been played a lot..She was like a hawk...
But I wanted to go out
I wanted to see him
I missed him so much. Hearing his voice wasn't enough.
One night he called me at like 10pm and told me to look out the window. There he was. But not in his car. At my door!!
Yes. I snuck him into my room and for 3 beautiful nights... he stayed with me...Every kiss was like my last...I knew we couldn't be together...something just kept on annoyingly reminding me...
The third and last night was the very last time I ever saw him...
My family came back with news that I didn't want to hear...
We were going to move...not to another neighborhood. Not to another city....to another CONTINENT...across the world...we were going to move forever.
I was to be married to my brother's friend when I graduated from high school. And that wasn't a choice...or an offer...that was an order. They told me he was best suited for me and not the "trash" I fell in love with.

..I cried for days...weeks...months...
I called him...I told him what happened... he couldn't believe me...he blew up...and he did something I never expected him to do...he called my brother...
He told them, he loved me, he wanted me , he couldn't live without me and that he would do anything to have me. He explained to him how the thought of me being someone else's killed him and that no one on earth would make me as happy as he would. He wanted marriage.He wanted to live and die by my side
Strangely my brother didn't shout, didn't swear
He told him he was ready to compromise

His way....

He beat him but, so badly that he was taken to the emergency room in the hospital...
His brother called, told me to back off. That I'd hurt him enough
That because of me he didn't sleep nights...he wasn't eating properly and he wasn't bonding or seeing any of his friends or family members...and now he was on his death bed? His brother begged me to realise that our love was impossible and it did nothing but hurt both of us...

About a month later we traveled.

Here I am... at the end of the world...missing him...
Wishing to be able to hear his voice, to see his perfect smile, feel his perfect body..but I don't want him to get hurt anymore...
And I must not forget..

I am a bride to be.

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Love Never Ends . Relationship Ends

My story is really very short but very deep (at least for me). So, it all started on a social networking site. I met a guy who was 2 years elder than me. Actually I knew him before because he was one of my friend's sibling. We started interacting and between all our jokes and laughter somewhere I fell in love with him. Then came a day I couldn't live without him. He said one day he felt the same about me. He proposed me and I accepted him. I really loved that guy. I was so much in love with him , I could have left every thing behind if he'd asked me to do so. He did every single thing a boyfriend does for his girlfriend and I thought he is REALLY IN LOVE with me.

But just after 47 days of our relationship he came and said I don't love you and I need a break up. I thought he was joking. but he wasn't. We broke up just 4 days before my birthday. I was really hurt. But all I could do was cry. I had planned so much about my birthday. He left me for another girl. Now he is in a relationship with her. He was the best and no one could ever take his place. I know he never loved me but I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM, and nothing & no one could ever take that away. I could write up a whole book explaining how much I love him, but I'm sure it will still NEVER be enough. No one will ever love me like he did even though it was fake.

To all the people who are in relationship right now, just getting started, experiencing problems and is currently on the point of breaking up, or even already married. Please take care of your partner. You will never know when will they be gone. Take care of them, cherish every moment, and love them like there's no tomorrow. Each and every second counts. Do everything you can do. Make them feel how much you love them, BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE. I should have realized that time is precious. I have so many regrets. I wish I had been a better girlfriend. I didn't give him enough love he deserves. it takes a long time to love some one but breakup ruins it all. Now, I have no chance to do it anymore. I really love you..

'Breakup ends a relationship, not a love.